Yeah I took a peek at your profile and yikes my guy. You got pornrot bad my dude. It seems like you're so hyper fixated on sex and dating that it's making you weird and the people around you can tell right off the bat.
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Reprioritize your life. Give up porn completely. Join a support group for it if you need to, hell I'll be your accountability buddy if you really need one. This needs to be your absolute number one priority. You're too old to be jerking off that much, it's a serious problem that's getting in your way. You need to learn how to be nonreactive to your own horniness instead of instantly gratifying it. Doing this as often as you have for as long as you have is the reason you seem to repel women.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
Lastly, stay the fuck out of the pill groups. That shit is fucking poison. If attracting a mate is something you value, in what world do you think consuming anti woman rhetoric would bring you closer to that? Come on man. I can't believe I actually have to say this because I thought it was common knowledge but I guess it needs to be said: most women don't fucking like that shit, for obvious reasons. Even if you try to keep it a secret, it's not a secret. Those men radiate ugly ass energy, don't be like that. Don't even dip your toe into that
When people are saying things like "love finds you when you aren't looking for it" they don't mean a hot model lady is going to bump into your cart at the grocery store and you both instantly fall in love. What that means is "desperation is unattractive in a man, if not outright frightening"
As far as acting like you aren't desperate my only advice is to not act. Making sex and relationship status your number one priority has been causing you harm for a very long time, I can see your pain in the way you post. The women you interact with can sense this pain and it scares them. Being alone with a sexually deprived mentally unwell man is like playing woth a loaded gun for them, it's why they can clock you from across the room.
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